This is painful...it seems like things have gotten painful for everyone...i think i'm remembering the problem with having guys for friends...anyways *clears throat*
so my cousin (not really my cousin but close enough) decided to move in with my great grandma cause things were that bad at home...she seems alright but i think she figured out a while ago that we'd be spending time together (forced or not) so we should like each other to some point...and idk...i was planning on hanging out with her like on thursday but there really is nothing to do around at our grandma's house lol so i think shes bored already and she made it clear to my mom and the rest of facebook today (sunday)...
my mom noticed or my grandma might have emailed her so i have to hang out with her...i don't really know her and until i do i don't really want to force any of you guys (or any of the actual guys) to hang out with her/us...yeah...idk i think we're going to the movies tonight (monday) and we'll probably go from there...if shes cool then expect to be hanging out with her too cause i feel bad for her being stuck all day with them lol
basically this is the start of a long month of spending time with my family...next sunday i'll probably (definitely more willing) be hanging with my aunt and uncle out at the condo they're renting for the time being (i think they are...they're confusing sometimes) and probably this week (depending on how things go tomorrow) i'll probably be hanging out with my cousin more...thursday is my great-great aunt's birthday and my mom, my cousin, my great grandma and my great aunt are all heading out to visit her...which should be decently alright since i've never gone before and its her 93th birthday (i've told you guys that no one dies in my family, right? or did you figure it out from me not killing myself last week?)...anyways, i'm going on a float trip sometime in july with my cousin and her family and my brother (she has a younger brother too who's going so thats why derek is being dragged into it

) Thats going to be like the week after the 4th or around then...i'm sure my mom already has something planned for us kids...like the boys or everyone might go paintballing or something...idk its supposed to be a pretty big reunion (which is kinda surprising...but idk whatever works lol)
maybe i should just make a facebook group...invite all my crazy cousins so we can plan something lol (which makes me wonder if my cousin amanda is coming...she's like my actual cousin who's cool and everything cause she lives in germany and everything lol)
anyways, i wish this was a reunion with the ross side...like this is the roeder side which some i'm all half related to (like my great grandma had my grandma then her dad was killed off in the war and she married another guy...had my great aunt...then had my great uncle) and i guess i'm half related to them anyways lol but besides that i don't think i've meet any of them before...the ross side seems pretty cool...like my mom's cousin is into anime (shes like 30 and fat and unmarried but thats not the point! it still says something when you can have a decently long chat over facebook with your cousin or whatever) and her half brother (the other derek) is pretty cool too...if it wasn't for my grandpa failing so hard then we probably would have a reunion (which my great grandma wouldn't have to pay my uncle to go to lol) with them...this is why you don't fuck up a family...besides the obvious reasons...anyways, my mom will probably set that reunion up when my brother and i are old enough to drink with them lol
So thats my chunk of writing for the week...i'm waiting for facebook to upload these pictures from father's day...i was really bored on the boat so i took a lot of pictures lol...most of the pictures are of my family cause i noticed the most boring pictures are of like the area...i guess (for me at least) when you've seen one picture of the lake, you've seen them all lol either way, my mom and i took like a billion pictures together...like not us actually together but i took pictures with my camera and she took pictures with her camera and yeahhhh thats like a billion and one right there lol
it was cool...you guys should all check those out and comment before my family attacks them...cause i need to take a shower...and stuff...i have school in like 2 hours and i couldn't sleep last night...
*sighs* things have finally gotten interesting in my life...
btw i don't care that its a sex bed but i want one of these...it just looks that awesome XD --->
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