iluvmybbskittles' Life

Sunday, July 26th: FUCK MY LIFE!

iluvmybbskittles — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 03:03:46 GMT

started going out with kevin on july 4th
he broke up with me early this morning...
(the day after our 3-week anniversary)

what the fuck.

FUCK MY LIFE and all the guys who wanna date me then rid of me

w/e...

Thursday, July 9th: sigh =/

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 17:43:15 GMT

I'm dating my friend Kevin. He asked me out on July 4th. [So our one year, if it makes it to that, will be the same as Glori's birthday. Lol!] He is sooo perfect. Not like the others at all. Basically I'm dating him and it's amazing so far. [Self Note: Lets keep it that way.] His birthday was yesterday and mine is tomorrow. Hanging out with him today and tomorrow. Saturday I'm spending time with my brother and his kid. Sunday is my Birthday Dinner. No plans Monday. ...

Friday, July 3rd: DAMNIT.. ugh FML

iluvmybbskittles — Fri, 03 Jul 2009 05:52:07 GMT

I had to break up w/ Jordan. Already he cheated. I rly like this guy I met/hung out w/ named Kevin. He likes me A LOT. But he's going into the Marines. He has to leave in December. Gonna be gone a few months. Then coming back for 10 days. Then leaving for another month or two. It's gonna be crazy. I wouldn't be able to handle not seeing him, so a relationship will not work out. What is w/ me and picking the wrong guys? I can't find one that I can keep for more ...

Monday, June 29th: OMG OMG OMG!!! Yay!!!!!

iluvmybbskittles — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 13:48:24 GMT

Early this morning, inbetween 4 and 5 in the morning Jordan finally asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course I said YES. Now everything is perfect teehee. He is sooo gorgeous lawlz. Sexy as fucking hell. like dayumn. LOL i'm just so happy right now =] <3 I'm probably the happiest I've ever been. The only way things could get any worse is if I lost 'em. Ily my friends and i'll ttyl! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Tuesday, June 23rd: BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!

iluvmybbskittles — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 08:06:53 GMT

i added new pics of me on facebook

i know glori wanted to see new pics but idk if anyone else did

so go check 'em out

they're in their own album

i think they're pretty awesome so leave comments ^_^

ttyl my friends <3

Tuesday, June 16th: BLAH!!! hmm.. boink boink lawlz

iluvmybbskittles — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 05:23:47 GMT

Nothing new going on at all really. Just that my ex Jake is trying REALLY HARD to get back together with me, but I'm like "hell naw, not in a million years". 12 days left of summer school. w00t! My last day is June 2nd. Nik, Glori, make sure to let me know what's going on or planned for the whole July 4th/Glori's b-day bonanza or w/e lol. Lets blow some shit up again haha. Like last year's how when made that homemade thing, he was like "Totally worth ...

Wednesday, June 10th: Sad Ending Weirdly Enough Relieved

iluvmybbskittles — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 07:44:55 GMT

Me and Nate broke up even tho it's been only 4 days. He said he wants meaningless sex or a fling instead. I'm done with flings. I want a long-term, serious relationship damnit. At least this way I can concentrate on Jordan more. He said he just needs time until he decides to go out with me. But I know for sure that he likes me cuz he told me so. Summer school has already started. It began Monday the 8th. I dropped my second class, so now I get out at 11am each day. If ...

Friday, June 12th: sigh Whatever...

iluvmybbskittles — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 04:06:31 GMT

Jordan is still gone camping. My dad got a new truck. Shit was being said about me and it pissed me off. I might move back to Kirkwood if possible. At least that way I'll be living closer to Jordan. Also, he'll be able to drop by and see me. If I didn't have summer school, then I would've gone camping with him. *oi* I'm bored and a little stressed out. Not much going on really. Becoming a shopping addict. I can't get enough when clothes shopping. lol I ...

Friday, June 5th: Fuck it.. I'm moving on.

iluvmybbskittles — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 02:47:47 GMT

Matt doesn't want a relationship. He prefers flings. So at least I get to have some fun with him. LOL Jordan is being confusing. He doesn't want me hanging out with other guys. So fuck that. He won't tell me anything about what he wants. He won't answer any questions I have. So fuck that too. Mike works 24/7. When he's not working him and his band are busy with a show. He likes me a lot though. Nate, the new guy. He's gorgeous. Total dork when it comes to ...

Saturday, June 6th - Sunday June 7th: One Word. Perfect.

iluvmybbskittles — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 03:57:54 GMT

As of some time in between 3 and 4 in the morning Saturday, Nate and I are dating. We spent all day Saturday and today together and they were the most amazing days of my life. There isn't one thing about each other that we don't like or bothers us, so I don't see any possible arguments coming up soon. We have A LOT in common and most of the things will what keeps us together for a while. I will be spending as much time with him as possible, so if you want to hang out, he will tag along ...

Sunday, May 31st: So much shit has gone on, its confusin

iluvmybbskittles — Sun, 31 May 2009 08:23:20 GMT

Stuff with Jordan is fixed. Everything is going great. Things with Matt have just started getting good. I don't know if he likes me though. Finals are almost finished. Monday I have fourth and fifth hour finals. [06/01/09] Tuesday I have sixth and seventh hour finals. [06/02/09] Then summer school starting June eighth... I think. It ends July second. Then I start full-time baby-sitting for the rest of the summer. *ugh* The good thing is, is that I will earn a ...

Saturday, May 23rd: Pointfest fucking sucked DaMniT

iluvmybbskittles — Sun, 24 May 2009 00:50:36 GMT

got to listen to music and see ppl i knew but it sucked it was hot as hell, so kept getting overheated the person i went with was pissing me off but i didnt leave him by himself cuz i woulda felt bad my friend jordan txted me saying "r u having fun w/ the 2 guys ur w/?" i was like "fyi im only w/ one guy and how would you know? theres nothin goin on between me n him so if ur jealous, dont be" then i said "how would u know im here? u didnt wanna ...

Tuesday, May 19th: Got most stuff figured out.. now just gotta deal w/ him sigh

iluvmybbskittles — Tue, 19 May 2009 20:28:36 GMT

i got half the week figured out so far, just need to plan wednesday and friday thursday i am coming out to k-wood since i get outta school at 1:08 saturday i am going to pointfest [10am til 11pm] sunday i am coming out to kirkwood again and spending the night at carly's house monday i am hanging out w/ my ex since its memorial day, so i dont have school still not sure bout the other 2 days i might spend friday w/ my friend matt depending on if hes busy or not wednesday might ...

Friday - Today (Monday): Ah fuck.. i missed a few days but u know what? they sucked anyways

iluvmybbskittles — Mon, 18 May 2009 23:13:03 GMT

lets see.. friday i went back to school cuz i am no longer contagious it was a sucky day everyone though i was suspended or somethin got home and went to jordan's house [w00t!] (another guy i REALLY like) had some "fun" heheh and after that he kinda pissed me off i went to talk to his sister and did that then went back down stairs cuz noticed he was angry he was like "I like you a lot BUT i never EVER date ppl who r friends w/ my sister" so ya.. she is an ...

Thursday, May 14th, Part 2: Eh... nothin special, at least not for a while =/

iluvmybbskittles — Fri, 15 May 2009 06:58:00 GMT

after posting yesterday, early mornin, slept... i think.. all i know is that i got up around 5 pm [feels like i skipped half a day somehow, or maybe just forgettin somethin] i got up, ate food from meglio's (was nasty), hung out w/ my friend amber and her bf allen, held her chinese water dragon which was sooo cute, went to petsmart and held some snakes along w/ petting a blue-tongued skink, went to lowes, went back to her house, chilled for a bit, went home, ate some more... i ...

Thursday, May 14: So much has gone by, yet i still feel like crap

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 14 May 2009 05:28:12 GMT

Lately I have had a bunch of time on my hands so I figure I'll start coming back to the site daily, posting what goes on in my life daily, for those of you who care. Hmm... lets see, since sunday night my throat was hurting badly and now that i got meds today (w00t!) it dont hurt anymore but i gotta take 'em til i run out. Haven't been in a relationship since early March, when my last one ended, so just been foolin around n shit. But of course its w/ ppl i have feelings for. Eh, im ...

UPDATE!! [just dropping by the site so dont get excited]

iluvmybbskittles — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 03:16:04 GMT

was just dropping by to say hi had nothing else better to do no longer have the so called "amazing bf" a few new things goin on some which i'd rather not talk about *coughcough* umm... uh.. ionno o_O visited school a few days ago (last thursday or w/e...) saw ally and not rly anyone else i know that logs on here oh and big news for all of you that dont know apparently Paul is going out w/ a sister of mine whoop-dee-doo im just happy she FINALLY found someone lol! other ...

Tuesday, July 1st Warped Tour!!!

iluvmybbskittles — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 02:22:29 GMT

k lets see... left summer school with dee and christian, my dad and my sis picked us up went to warped tour and they departed from us =( so i waited for Glori and Kristen to get there i practically tackled or clung to Glori when i saw her lolz <3 we walked around a lot, looked at boots, saw some bands... PaRaMoRe was fucking awesome!!! i crowd-surfed when Paramore was playing and fell head first half-way there but thankfully i wasnt hurt ^-^ ...when i fell, me arm kinda held me up ...

Weekend of Fri. June 27th to Sun. the 29th Wtf??? Like Srsly >.<

iluvmybbskittles — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 05:09:01 GMT

k so ya... friday and saturday are sorts combined-ish... b/c i said so =P hmm... got to nik's somewhere inbetween 4 and 5 pm knocked on the door and heard ally scream "carla!" nik aparently wanted to answer the door and i saw his face through the glass XD rofl it took him a moment to open the door, idk why i went inside, and madeline was there, i wasnt angry but i wasnt too excited either *sigh* we talked, they made fun of nik and how madeline has seen his "treasures" once b4 o-O ...

Wednesday, June 25th Stupid, stupid boy

iluvmybbskittles — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 22:13:56 GMT

k, 2day i was supposed to hang out with matty and swim at the water park by my house... sometime after 1pm i called to make sure he didnt forget he didnt answer his cell so i called his house his mom answered and said he was sleeping but grounded from hanging out unless its at his house i asked why and she said he was caught smoking a few times... "stupid, stupid boy" he has asthma so that isnt very smart of him to be smoking i told him yesterday that he should stop for ...

wow... its been a while

iluvmybbskittles — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 21:08:04 GMT

hmm lets see... not much has been up except for summer school *bangs head against desk* its sooo boring but i get to see ally and yeah... tis awesome. hmm... hung out with matty once and 2day is his b-day w00t! surprisingly he is older than me... by 19 stinkin days lolz... but he is like in one year earlier of school year or w/e um... idk... im kinda bored... possibly hanging with nik 2day lol... idk i need something to do til then but i might as well just eat some of my food or something ...

Tuesday, June 24th Basically Just Complaining... spaz

iluvmybbskittles — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 02:34:33 GMT

hmm lets see... there is a lot i want to complain about so here it goes ...all will be explained 1. hating on erin: *childish saying... 'first is the worst'* yes u r just b/c im angry w/ u *grr* k lets see... first, she seems not to care much lately except one day she helped with something but what bugs me the most is how when i make plans with drake, usually other ppl too, he cancels b/c at the last minute or last day or w/e SHE says "umm... no he's hanging out with me and paul" ...

Wednesday, June 4th ...awesome, aggressive fun

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 03:40:57 GMT

so, today was the day to hang out at erin's house, and a few hours or so before, inviting glori, drake, and paul w/o telling erin so that it would be a more interesting and fun day... so here it goes the details of what went on... left the house at about 2-ish, picked up glori 30 minutes or so after that and headed to erin's she wasnt there yet as she said she wouldn't be... the front door was locked so i had glori call her since she was the only one with a phone lolz... so we tried the ...

monday.... wow, 2day.... shit >.<

iluvmybbskittles — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 22:38:06 GMT

k monday was fucking awesome and had to be the best day ever!!!

2day, i just got a bad cough *damnit drake... u best not've gotten me sick*

ask him bout yesterday cause right now im too busy coughing out my insides n crap :suspect:

*cough... CoUgH* damn itchy/scratchy throat

Friday, May 30th and June 1st, This Morning

iluvmybbskittles — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 17:38:07 GMT

so ya... friday was the absolutely best day ever =] i got to see everyone which was good we got to swim and i brought matty with me to the pool party <3 i had fun tackling erin and paul we all used water guns to attack each other madeline added a lot of crazyness/scaryness to the party XD i spent most of the time in da pool hanging around matty which is always fun eventually nik, madeline, steven, erin, and paul had to leave ally h. had to go to work and afterwards brought ...

wtf is up w/ my sleep schedule lolz

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 29 May 2008 08:27:36 GMT

ok, this is getting ridiculous -.-

this time i fell asleep after 6 and didnt wake up til 20 mins past 2am
currently 3:30am

over 8 HOURS i slept...
now that i have eaten, i am awake, and assuming i will be for a couple hours

so i guess thats about it lolz
im guessing the rest of you are asleep or just sitting there awake or something... idk

ttyl!!!

crazyness... complete crazyness the past week ='(

iluvmybbskittles — Wed, 28 May 2008 06:58:58 GMT

im hoping that this friday will be awesome enuff for me to realize how amazing life can be lately it has been dull/not so good/almost close to certain things i care not to explain so ya... the last few hours are really weird but normal and i love it cause its not full of certain thoughts ^o^ it was funny actually, i ended up falling asleep early, im guessing sometime inbetween 8 and 9-ish but idk exactly when i woke back up a lil past 12 because a bad dream woke me up lol *childishness* now ...

sigh need some other way to rid of all the problems

iluvmybbskittles — Sun, 25 May 2008 23:07:28 GMT

i hate all this s*** but not gonna explain so heres how i feelin' from a song i absolutely love because i can relate to it <3 I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. ...................... It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. ...................... Her ...

Friday May 23rd - Saturday May 24th

iluvmybbskittles — Sat, 24 May 2008 18:31:59 GMT

hmm ya, havent posted in about a week on these lil daily events so ya here goes... yesterday, friday, at school, usual schtuff went on w/ classes and i am definitely gonna pass my english final which is awesome! but i have to study hard for my world history final *ugh* i cant go through those 2 sessions of summer school nyeh.. so ya, um.. after school kristen brought me and glori over to ally's house and we had fun IT WAS HILARIOUS during the 10 mins kristen was over here, the bird ...

Wed. May 14

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 15 May 2008 01:07:48 GMT

today was ok, went to the usual classes lunch was fine as usual after school went to improv afterwards, hung out w/ matty for 45 mins had ppl sign my yearbook and still need many more to came home and put my hermit crabs in my room b/c i picked 'em up from my mom's house took EVERYTHING out of my room so we can clean carpet b/c im having walls put up soon this weekend tried to go to chemthink for homework but its being retarded not feeling well xP so ima get some sleep ...

Mon. May 12th Part 2

iluvmybbskittles — Tue, 13 May 2008 00:34:20 GMT

k... after 1st hour went to 3rd and did the usual, dropped off passes and picked up attendance 4th hour, geometry, was late as usual 5th hour, did a group thing w/ a worksheet which was easy 6th hour, the before was HILARIOUS lol after talking to erin and saying hi to cassie the minute bell rang.... of course Nik had just started coming down the hall and i had to tackle him since i was uber happy at the time hmm... *tackled* then he basically carried me to the door of my spanish class as ...

Randomness

iluvmybbskittles — Mon, 12 May 2008 13:32:20 GMT

k so ya, i already have stuff planned for this week so that u all know im partially busy Monday/Today - I have a doctor's appointment after school so I cant hang out (serious stuff) Tuesday - possible detention because last week i skipped 7th hour w/ lindy and possible ISS for 7th hour also Wednesday - I have to retake a Geometry test after school so i might have a lil time to hang out Thursday - Anime Club (of course!!!) then idk what else afterwards Friday - going to try and ...

Thu. May 1st

iluvmybbskittles — Fri, 02 May 2008 02:51:49 GMT

k, so 2day was the day i had to go to ISS and it was ok i guess... hmm... got to school at 7:30ish lol...tackled/hugged ppl and said hi.. talked then when the bell rang, had to head to the detention room but on the way there, got to walk drake most of the way to his 1st hour then got a hug and left after the 1-minute bell rang got to the room, the door was locked.. i was like "YES!!! no one there" started walking down the hall and mr. dobson was heading to the room and i was like *sigh* ...

Wed. April 30th ...drop 4,5

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 01 May 2008 04:23:33 GMT

k... today was awesome until it got to the end of the day ='( with the lil bit of sadness throughout the whole thing k... so 1st hour um... we took notes and that was about it BORING! xP 2nd hour in behnam's class was great b/c the fire alarm went off so we got to miss at least 10 minutes of class w00t!!! so while i was out there with amanda cause she's uber awesome and in my class =P ...we listened to her iPod n stuff having the music up turned up all the way and of course she thought i ...

Thurs. April 24th

iluvmybbskittles — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:55:45 GMT

so ya.. another regular old school day hanging out and talking with the usual ppl which is always fun ^o^ hmm... first hour, practiced tye-dying on schtuff and got ink all over my fingertips and its like OMG it isnt coming off *ugh* behnam, we did some reading again lol and got grade print outs, and surprisingly im passing with a low C yay! 3rd hour... the usual, dropping off passes and picking up attendance from classes that have a substitute that hour except half-way through ...

Wed. April 23rd

iluvmybbskittles — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:02:47 GMT

hmm... lets see, the day was well, awesome so the morning... woke up and got a few minutes late to school cause of da stupid traffic >.< *ugh* so.. ya the school day. 1st hour w/ erin, test which was uber easy cause my teacher practically gave me bout half the answers with clues as where to look on our notes. 2nd hour, behnam.. god the second worst class/teacher ever!!! um.. did some reading which of course made me almost fall asleep :sleep: cause of the uber boringness ...